3.6.11, The Journey Through Myself: ♥♥♥

 Bermuda 2003, I ♥ it b/c of the strength shown in flight over an endless ocean.  It knows its way home:) 

What happens for real when you find true love? I believe being in love is one of the most amazing feelings in the world. We meet someone. Our heart skips a beat. And, then we go on to the next phase of pursuing each other. For me, I have to pause and reevaluate b/c meeting a new person who is so amazing that he just “gets” you…. has not happened in such a long time. And, now that I am finally in a place where I believe I fully ready to be available to this thing we call love…. I am scared as to what may occur as a result of that. So, it makes me pose the question to myself, “Do I really want the true full experience of love?” Internally, I believe I do. I just didn’t realize that how much more faith it would take in myself and the other person to be able to truly experience it. In life, through the experiences we encounter, we eventually learn what will and will not work for us. So once we experience something different…new. It is almost baffling to consider how life changing it will be, simply because those previous experiences were valuable. But, did not compare to the “right fit” for you.

Its funny, I can relate this to my search for the perfect school, while I was looking to where to apply for my MBA. The “right fit” is often the most important aspect of where you end up. In love, life goes just a little bit smoother when you have found the “right fit” for you. I imagine, its going to take that much more commitment to seeing the beauty of what true can create when the individuals involved re committed to risking that aspect of themselves. I guess both understand that in the risk of it, what they stand to gain is more valuable than what they could do by themselves.

I need to commit, first to myself. What do I mean? This means that not only am I willing to allow it to “flow”.., it also means that in me allowing our journey to flow I have to be committed to that aspect of being…the flow. I have to understand that in the flow I am committed to where the journey will take us. And, I am. I am committed to seeing how we will tell our story. I am to going through the rough patches of the journey when I am afraid. I am committed to being open, whole hearted, and loving when perfection has faded well beyond its mark. I am committed to going through the journey in communion. So, this is the point of where I’m introduced to 'The Journey Through Myself: Our Love'

As always...Be Luv!

Ra’