8.9.12, Ra Ra (134.2pds, 8.9.12) vs. Ra Ra (154.4pds, 8.9.11)

In reference to making life changes, one of the first thing I decided last year when my spiritual soul searching journey amped up was my weight. Since 2007, I have yoyo'd with my weight back and forth, while dating op, getting pregnant, and then having my son....I had been in a 5 Year up and down weight battle. I looked back at some pics while Dating that guy in 2007 and I totally look like a different person and wonder why in the world I made those choices, lol...retrospect is always a great thing Anyway, Last August, I committed to losing the weight. It went along with whatever bad attitudes I was holding on to that no longer served me.

This year on 3.28.12, I weighed in at 130pds for the 1st time since 2006. I have maintained 130-134pds since then. It is 5mths later which means my weight is consistent and here to stay:)!

I AM SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF MYSELF!!! I knew I could do it if I stayed focused. And, it represents so many other internal shiftings & releasing of beliefs that no longer serve me as well.

GOOD JOB RA RA!

Pats self on back.
Now, I am finally ready to finish what I started...up until now, I have maintained my workout routine. It has been a point of just maintaing consistency for the last several months.

Today's weigh in 134.2...I am starting the Hcg diet again for the last time to descend into my 115 pd weight range.

As far as my body is concerned, will it be the same as it was the last time I weighed 120pds?

No. I have had a child. Thus, my hips will not shrink. And, my face is a more full grown me. And, I love myself! I love my body. I think I am more concerned with maintaining a healthy stable weight, so that I can keep up with this zestful life I have of being a Modernista Professional & Hot Mami!

Plus, I am comfortable with me here at 130-4, just as much as I am at 115-130. The long story short, my battle with weight gain is over. Thank Goodness! I now know why and when I gain weight. And, I know how to maintain my health in order to feel and look my absolute best. How Awesome is that?

I am finally where I want to be. At 31, I have the career I want with a company I love. I live in an Amazing City. I am building new relationships and friends with people, as well as rekindling older ones that I didn't put as much time into when we were here the first time.

I am living my life in love and laughing wholeheartedly. And, I am growing and evolving everyday. I am honing in more on who I want to grow into and seriously really marveling at life and understanding this is the stuff life is made of....'living life in Love and laughing Wholeheartedly!'~RM