10.17.10...I'm Just Sayin Man (Kanye Shrug)!

This is going to be a hearty post. I am going to just let the words flow freely and allow what’s going on in my brain to come out. At this point, my brain is on overload. When that happens, I process things quickly and just keep on going. I don’t really have time to think and or contemplate on what’s going on, because everything around me is sooo busy. The good news is that I do continue to write freely which is my break away from the world. It is a form of meditation for me and helps to clear my mind, so that whatever is in there can come out and I can make room for more things that need to get done. I want to speak about My MBA Application Journey first, as it has been the most rewarding and challenging experience at times to navigate. There is always a moment when I feel like I have a leg up, then something happens and I have to regroup again, because it has thrown my plan off once again.

I have finally come to the realization that when things alternate, I, as the leader I naturally am, just need to figure out how to make the situation work. And, if it doesn’t work, then it’s cool. Abort Mission & go back to the drawing board to come up with a plan that will work. I have done that time and time again through this whole process. The self introspection part is vital. I think I mentioned previously, that this part has allowed me to think much more deeply about things that were already pondered on in an in depth manner. The fact that I can dig much deeper and be able to pull more from the experiences that make me into a better person is beyond Amazing. The essays, particularly, allow me ponder on where I have been, and how those experiences have shaped me into the woman I am today. Yesterday, I was sitting in a room in my house thinking after just finishing another essay. And, I just said to myself out loud, “Dude, I am a Pretty Amazing Person….(Kanye shoulder shrug)…”I’m just sayin’,”…lol . I am not in any way being arrogant or pompous. It was, in fact, a humbling moment:).